Friday, May 9, 2014

Niceness, Personal Satisfaction, and Cruel Boredom

An Exploration of Everyday Madness.

I am reminded of my maturity, in mind and spirit, when I see the lives of others filled with unnecessary "drama." I don't even like to use this word because it reminds me of high school, but the sad truth is, the majority of adults have ceased to mature after that point and actually live their adult lives like they are still teenagers. To me this sounds exhausting and fruitless, which leads me to the conclusion that these people must not know any better. They don't know how to go about everyday life without these issues weighing them down and they don't know how to live a satisfying life. This unnecessary drama is the product of cruel boredom and a tendency against or lack of desire to actually solve problems.

I have found the best way to deal with the repetition of life is try to improve ourselves. I have found that the best way to live is not to worry about what other people are doing or saying unless is valuable. Instead I choose to focus on what I am doing and what I am saying. My power extends only to myself. That is where I can truly make a difference and solve many problems.

My niceness and obliviousness to the idiotic cruelty and boredom of others is intentional and a product of my maturation. Others may take advantage of this. It makes no difference. Niceness is good for me. It makes me feel better than being cruel and it is a habit I choose to take part in.